ahhh!!!

[Lei]

so i wake up and my minds going a mile a minute I have so much stuff I have to get done before my party tomorrow and what not and I check the mail and long behold a letter from the bf. Ive waited almost a month to hear from him and I started shaking the moment I see his name......Needless to say I cried as I read the letter. Now me I never cry. I hate crying....but just...it didnt hit me how much I missed him until I saw his handwriting.....I could still cry right now....He told me about BCT and how much fun it is and what got me the most was when he said he always knew he loved me but now he truly understands how much. I still just cant believe I cried as much as I did. Just over a silly letter at that too. I think it was more of a part of me thinking he wasnt going to write (hes not much of a writer) but....man...I miss him so damn much. I cant go to his graduation due to money issues so hes coming to me as soon as he can....I just cant wait to wrap my arms around him and kiss him!!! =)

[Lei]

Megan - I was engaged to a marine who I had been with for 2 years but the jerk cheated on me so I left him. I wasted enough time on him and I was just fed up with all the bullshit and when I confronted him he just didn't care and said yeah I have another girlfriend. So i drop him like he was hot. I mean for after all that we've been through together just for him to do that....obviously he didnt care. this new guy Im seeing I've known since I was 15. =)

Cait- im sorry that joe never wrote you. Im sorry that he hasnt talked to you lately either. Sometimes they do tend to push you away so THEY don't miss you as much. Ive had that happen a few times.

Miche -I know hun. I was soo excited. I felt like a kid at christmas lol.

[Megan]

That's great news :) Is this the same guy you've been seeing? I thought you were dating a Marine for some reason...

[Caitlin]

i havent gotten one letter lei! i wish i did, i prob would've cried too. joe hasnt talked to me much lately hes always upset about something....i guess him pushing himself away makes him not miss me as much?

[THE NEW ME MICHELLE AKA DIVA!]

awwwww u finally got the letter so happy for u mama it was about time lol n girl i cried to lol n u must love those guys :)